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Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: I mean if you ever planned on saying anything?







Red Bull gives you wings: You were never going to say anything

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I Thought About Pretending I Was Too Drunk To Remember Any Of It
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): But I Don't Trust Myself Not To Spill The Truth At You The Next Time I Drink

[...]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I Don't Want You To Tear Yourself Up Over This
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): Or Resent Me For It
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): So Isn't This Better?

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: Well at least you have the decency not to coward out and lie
Red Bull gives you wings: That'll be 2 confessions to a drunk that only I remember


Red Bull gives you wings: I don't resent you
Red Bull gives you wings: I wish you told me sooner

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

[a long pause]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): Why?

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: Because
Red Bull gives you wings: I don't get to fall in love with someone at the same time anymore
Red Bull gives you wings: With Shrike and Jason at least we got to be confused and weird and grow together
Red Bull gives you wings: Everyone else just tells me once they're already deep and
Red Bull gives you wings: I feel like I have to catch up when they're miles ahead
Red Bull gives you wings: And they're just waiting on me

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): You Don't Have To Do Anything
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): You've Already Done So Much

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: How could I be a sparta and live with
Red Bull gives you wings: Nah sit back that's enough

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): Sparda

[he couldn't resist,]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

[YOU'RE STUPID]

Red Bull gives you wings: My phone did that you dick!
Red Bull gives you wings: You think I worshipped the guy and didn't know how to spell his name

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): If You're Going To Reject My Idea, Then I Want To See You

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: IT'S 2 AM

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I Don't Care
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I'm Not Sleeping
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I Want To See You
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): Please

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

[After a pause,]

Red Bull gives you wings: Fine
Red Bull gives you wings: Give me 5 minutes

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): That's Fine
Chamomile Gatorade (for poets): I'll Be At Avante In A Minute

[when nero does get around and open avante's front door, raven is standing there in his regular clothes, not pajamas, looking weary with his eyes a little red-rimmed around the edges but he's hoping that's not noticeable in the dark]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Red Bull gives you wings: Ok but we can't go in my room!!!

[HE THOUGHT HE WAS GOING TO ZRAEL ok nevermind Nero has to bolt out of his room, all frumpy sleepwear and... still a girl. Oops.

Opens the door, looking sloppy and maybe a liiittle red in the face.]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

[

pause

stare]

Oh...

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

[Blurts out,]

It's not what you think!!

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

It-it's fine if it is...!

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

It literally is not.

[Also he only has one arm because he takes his prosthetic off to sleep. Shh pretend I wrote this earlier.]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Not what I think, or not fine?

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

Not what you think.

...also a little bit not fine, but whatever.

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

Nero.

[steps in and places both hands on his shoulders]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

[That makes him freeze, stone still. Nero stares back, blinking.]

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[selfpreservationist]

[lets out a breath, then pulls him into a hug. his words are muffled, kind of rambling]

I told myself it was preferable if you hated me, over ignoring me... but even thinking that is too much for me to bear. If you've decided you won't discard me, and you won't resent me... then promise me. Please. I know I'm greedy and selfish and if you give me an inch I will take a mile, mercilessly, but... I... I just need you to promise me. I just need this.

Re: Day 256, around 2am

[gigadevilbreaker]

[Ah... Nero relaxes into the hug, and his arms tighten around Raven.]

I promise. I'm not going to throw you away. No matter what.

Even if you are so, so dumb.