Red Bull gives you wings: Fine Red Bull gives you wings: All told not the worst way to die Red Bull gives you wings: So whatever Red Bull gives you wings: Home's not a fan though Red Bull gives you wings: Hime
Cobalt: understandable Cobalt: all of this really sucks and i'm sorry you're having to deal with it Cobalt: were you able to get all your injuries healed?
Cobalt: you guys had to deal with the consequences of a decision we made and that really sucks Cobalt: and however you feel about that is valid, and i'm not going to ask for your forgiveness nor am i looking for an opportunity to explain myself or whatever Cobalt: we sure killed you! that was definitely a choice we made
Cobalt: but even still, i actually do care about you and i care that you're having to deal with this
Cobalt: i know that sometimes the last thing you want to do after a game is have to engage with off-unit people who you're mad at Cobalt: but i also didn't want to Cobalt: like Cobalt: do this thing to you and then not acknowledge that it happened, and just ignore you like everything's cool
Red Bull gives you wings: I dunno I think everyone's just fucking tired Red Bull gives you wings: Thought we were ok but we were not Red Bull gives you wings: Didn't have to happen Red Bull gives you wings: Not mad just disappointed Red Bull gives you wings: Etc Red Bull gives you wings: Any game where my head doesn't get fucked with is fine for me Red Bull gives you wings: But I'm part demon so violence is kinda blaze Red Bull gives you wings: I got enough shit going on that I don't feel like having a big emotion about this Red Bull gives you wings: I dunno how do you usually deal with people who kill you
Cobalt: i've never had it happen where someone spoke to me first after killing me Cobalt: usually people avoid me, or look me in the eyes and talk about something else instead of what they did Cobalt: i feel like if i want closure i usually have to be the one to reach out for it, myself Cobalt: i admit i don't know what it's like when the other person reaches out first, so Cobalt: i don't Cobalt: know what it feels like for you
Cobalt: maybe it's annoying idk
Cobalt: but sometimes i just kinda wish that when people hurt me, they just Cobalt: you know Cobalt: acknowledge that
Cobalt: you deserve better than for your hurt to be ignored Cobalt: but you also have the right to tell me how you want to be treated and i'll respect that too
Red Bull gives you wings: Well Red Bull gives you wings: Cardinal always told me if you kill someone Red Bull gives you wings: You better be able to go and tell them to their face why they mattered so little to you Red Bull gives you wings: So I try to do that
Red Bull gives you wings: Though it's been a while Red Bull gives you wings: We don't actually kill much... On the sword team... Red Bull gives you wings: I did it when I killed a guy in someone's heart and that kinda wiped their memory? Red Bull gives you wings: Probably counts
Red Bull gives you wings: Well there's always ghost house Red Bull gives you wings: Good old ghost house
Red Bull gives you wings: Can't believe you were that quick to talk to me Red Bull gives you wings: But I guess I am friends with nova now Red Bull gives you wings: Crazy
Red Bull gives you wings: Dude you didn't even know me back then Red Bull gives you wings: That's why it's wild Red Bull gives you wings: But I guess you're just a decent dude
Red Bull gives you wings: Besides our death card was Red Bull gives you wings: Consumed from within Red Bull gives you wings: That is too gross even for me Red Bull gives you wings: No reason was good enough to play something like that so soon
Red Bull gives you wings: It would've fit my story perfectly though Red Bull gives you wings: About a demon king that combined the parts from his enemies into his body to get strong Red Bull gives you wings: But they still wanted revenge Red Bull gives you wings: So they consumed him
Red Bull gives you wings: Would've been so sick and metal
Red Bull gives you wings: Instead we dropped some mice on people
Red Bull gives you wings: I may have been working out some pent up feelings with that story but Red Bull gives you wings: I guess I could do something with it
Red Bull gives you wings: taking torture out of the equation makes lots of things better
Red Bull gives you wings: O yeah got my ass kicked by a huge guy on a tentacle throne Red Bull gives you wings: Not a huge self esteem boost
Red Bull gives you wings: Then it turns out it was my father Red Bull gives you wings: Or like, the evil demon parts of my father Red Bull gives you wings: Taken form Red Bull gives you wings: Now I have dad issues etc
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Day 251
Cobalt: how are you guys holding up?
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Red Bull gives you wings: All told not the worst way to die
Red Bull gives you wings: So whatever
Red Bull gives you wings: Home's not a fan though
Red Bull gives you wings: Hime
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Cobalt: all of this really sucks and i'm sorry you're having to deal with it
Cobalt: were you able to get all your injuries healed?
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Red Bull gives you wings: What's with all the guilt
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Cobalt is typing...
Cobalt: you guys had to deal with the consequences of a decision we made and that really sucks
Cobalt: and however you feel about that is valid, and i'm not going to ask for your forgiveness nor am i looking for an opportunity to explain myself or whatever
Cobalt: we sure killed you! that was definitely a choice we made
Cobalt: but even still, i actually do care about you and i care that you're having to deal with this
Cobalt: i know that sometimes the last thing you want to do after a game is have to engage with off-unit people who you're mad at
Cobalt: but i also didn't want to
Cobalt: like
Cobalt: do this thing to you and then not acknowledge that it happened, and just ignore you like everything's cool
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Red Bull gives you wings: Thought we were ok but we were not
Red Bull gives you wings: Didn't have to happen
Red Bull gives you wings: Not mad just disappointed
Red Bull gives you wings: Etc
Red Bull gives you wings: Any game where my head doesn't get fucked with is fine for me
Red Bull gives you wings: But I'm part demon so violence is kinda blaze
Red Bull gives you wings: I got enough shit going on that I don't feel like having a big emotion about this
Red Bull gives you wings: I dunno how do you usually deal with people who kill you
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Cobalt: i'm tired too so i'll let you get some rest
Cobalt: if you wanna get drinks or talk about anything later hit me up
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Cobalt: i've never had it happen where someone spoke to me first after killing me
Cobalt: usually people avoid me, or look me in the eyes and talk about something else instead of what they did
Cobalt: i feel like if i want closure i usually have to be the one to reach out for it, myself
Cobalt: i admit i don't know what it's like when the other person reaches out first, so
Cobalt: i don't
Cobalt: know what it feels like for you
Cobalt: maybe it's annoying idk
Cobalt: but sometimes i just kinda wish that when people hurt me, they just
Cobalt: you know
Cobalt: acknowledge that
Cobalt: you deserve better than for your hurt to be ignored
Cobalt: but you also have the right to tell me how you want to be treated and i'll respect that too
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Red Bull gives you wings: Cardinal always told me if you kill someone
Red Bull gives you wings: You better be able to go and tell them to their face why they mattered so little to you
Red Bull gives you wings: So I try to do that
Red Bull gives you wings: Though it's been a while
Red Bull gives you wings: We don't actually kill much... On the sword team...
Red Bull gives you wings: I did it when I killed a guy in someone's heart and that kinda wiped their memory?
Red Bull gives you wings: Probably counts
Red Bull gives you wings: Well there's always ghost house
Red Bull gives you wings: Good old ghost house
Red Bull gives you wings: Can't believe you were that quick to talk to me
Red Bull gives you wings: But I guess I am friends with nova now
Red Bull gives you wings: Crazy
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Cobalt: crazy
Cobalt: i'm really glad you're getting along with nova, though, she's real cute
Cobalt: (btw she wasn't in this game, she's blameless)
Cobalt: also i'm glad you guys didn't wind up playing a death card. good job.
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Red Bull gives you wings: That's why it's wild
Red Bull gives you wings: But I guess you're just a decent dude
Red Bull gives you wings: Besides our death card was
Red Bull gives you wings: Consumed from within
Red Bull gives you wings: That is too gross even for me
Red Bull gives you wings: No reason was good enough to play something like that so soon
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Cobalt: also, that death card
Cobalt: WHEW
Cobalt: sounds bad!!
Cobalt: now i'm ESPECIALLY glad you didn't play it
Re: Day 251
Red Bull gives you wings: About a demon king that combined the parts from his enemies into his body to get strong
Red Bull gives you wings: But they still wanted revenge
Red Bull gives you wings: So they consumed him
Red Bull gives you wings: Would've been so sick and metal
Red Bull gives you wings: Instead we dropped some mice on people
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Cobalt: ok admittedly that's pretty badass
Cobalt: there's no reason you couldn't write that into your fanfic later if you wanted
Cobalt: though i'm sure whoever you were hitting probably found the mice to be easier to cope with
Cobalt: honestly this game would have been a lot of fun if it weren't for the torture
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Red Bull gives you wings: I guess I could do something with it
Red Bull gives you wings: taking torture out of the equation makes lots of things better
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Cobalt: was your demon king story written from experience?
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Red Bull gives you wings: Not a huge self esteem boost
Red Bull gives you wings: Then it turns out it was my father
Red Bull gives you wings: Or like, the evil demon parts of my father
Red Bull gives you wings: Taken form
Red Bull gives you wings: Now I have dad issues etc