Yeah... My feelings feel-- amped? Anyway. Kind of mad, because I've seen memories of myself where I have my shit together, and I don't think I'd lose it this way.
I dunno. I'm not holding back on you-- guess normally I care about how fucked up I get in a fight that's for fun.
Hmn. Guess I was counting on that too much. You're tough enough already when you remember t'feel pain. Not that losing control ever starts to suck less.
[Mutters,] Last memory I got was also running in defeat. Hated it then, too.
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[Kind of an impassive reaction, but. What else was there to say. Cool. Okay. Doesn't seem like he wants to kill him now.]
Well, it's not like I can really talk. About getting mad and losin' it.
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I dunno. I'm not holding back on you-- guess normally I care about how fucked up I get in a fight that's for fun.
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[Mutters,] Last memory I got was also running in defeat. Hated it then, too.
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[a pause.]
Malik told me that, and it's good advice, even when I'm pissed at him.
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...You're still pissed at him? For fucking up the kitchen? I thought you worked it out with him.
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[he looks like he's struggling for words for a moment.]
Nevermind.