[His jaw tightens, teeth clench - fighting back against the anger until his eyes fade back into its usual shade of blue. Even doing that much puts visible strain on him. Griffin has to force himself to take deep breaths, until his hot blood cools down enough to actually trade measured words.]
...Look. I didn't mean to belittle you. I know you're fucking tough, but-- that doesn't stop me from feeling useless after this whole shitty week.
You think anyone's got the answer? Or got the power to do what you wanna do? I don't. Hell, if an opportunity even came up, you really think anyone's got a leg up on you with fighting these guys?
[His voice cracks under the strain but he's definitely not teary eyed. Not even a little bit.]
We don't even know who hurt Nemesis. I can't get Nitro back, or get Crow back with his own people. Harpy's still gone, and any day I could be too, or Shrike, now that avante's back to how it usually is.
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So what. You won, end of story.
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No, wait, that makes more sense than being pissed about anything else. What the fuck? You only wanna fight people you can beat?
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If I can't even beat you, how'm I supposed to get payback for Nemesis? Or everyone they took from me?!
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I'm not strong enough. I can't protect anyone, I can't keep people I care about or change anything... I can't even stop a fight.
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Is that all you think you're good for?
[no. it is. he saw his memory.]
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Two, fine get stronger, but pretty sure Shrike would be very disappointed in you beating yourself up.
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Don't bring Shrike into this.
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Then knock it off.
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...Look. I didn't mean to belittle you. I know you're fucking tough, but-- that doesn't stop me from feeling useless after this whole shitty week.
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Look, you're not useless.
[he is struggling here with what to say.]
You think anyone's got the answer? Or got the power to do what you wanna do? I don't. Hell, if an opportunity even came up, you really think anyone's got a leg up on you with fighting these guys?
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[hrm yes being less than helpful while they met the Manager did actually sit very, very poorly with him.]
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What do you want me to do?
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[His voice cracks under the strain but he's definitely not teary eyed. Not even a little bit.]
We don't even know who hurt Nemesis. I can't get Nitro back, or get Crow back with his own people. Harpy's still gone, and any day I could be too, or Shrike, now that avante's back to how it usually is.
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We just had a guy, Phoenix. He came back. Malik's still the newest guy on the team, because he's been here before.
Look...
[he pauses, and places a hand on his shoulder.]
You're not gonna let the bastard that hurt nemesis or take away your family just get away with it.
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I already spent my whole childhood waiting for parents who never came back for me. Why else would I adopt, like, three orphans?
What's the point in hoping for something that won't happen? Besides, you said it yourself - none of us have been able t'fight these guys.
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Yet.
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And how do you actually believe that?
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Apart from a mean left hook?
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