I mean, it'd be one thing if it was just my mind having odd ideas while I was asleep but he definitely remembers it happening too, and it was... an accident but also I don't know if that matters and I just—
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I'd just never forgive myself if I screwed up any of this.
We agreed from the start, I was fine with you doin' whatever you felt comfortable with, right? It's not like I didn't know what that meant. And I'm at least half the dumbass I was then.
I mean, we were talking 'bout Games, but. Liking someone doesn't stop just 'cause it's not a Game anymore.
I don't know maybe it didn't make a lot of sense I guess but I... worry... a lot...
It was a really strange situation and... I mean, you were really worried then, so I didn't want to take it less seriously than I should...
Besides, I think he's going to try and throw himself on his sword over this and try and make it out like it's his fault and you should be mad at him, and you just made up.
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I mean, it'd be one thing if it was just my mind having odd ideas while I was asleep but he definitely remembers it happening too, and it was... an accident but also I don't know if that matters and I just—
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I'd just never forgive myself if I screwed up any of this.
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He's just gonna hug her
and PAT HER BACK
AND MAKE SHUSH-ING SOUNDS!!]
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I mean, we were talking 'bout Games, but. Liking someone doesn't stop just 'cause it's not a Game anymore.
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That's all I need.
...Did you really think I'd freak out at you? After I slept with Jason first?
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It was a really strange situation and... I mean, you were really worried then, so I didn't want to take it less seriously than I should...
Besides, I think he's going to try and throw himself on his sword over this and try and make it out like it's his fault and you should be mad at him, and you just made up.
...that's probably the other message.
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[HE'S GETTING WISE TO JASON'S BULLSHIT,,
anyways, gonna take out his phone and flop onto Shrike's bed, because it's already a mess and also he can,]
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[ mmm...
she's just going to wrap the blanket around her shoulders and what if she just... curls up next to him, for now. ]
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[He smooches her lightly on the temple as he opens his messenger,]
Sooo... was he good?
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You apparently have a type, and—yyyyyyyes, I, uh, can see why you're so keen on him.
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So if you use it in bed, uhh. You get the picture.
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[ it turns out it is possible for her to blush even darker. ]
Mmmmmmaybe. I don't know for sure, I mean, do powers even work in dreams, but also it did get... really intense, at a certain point...
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Mmn... He's supposed to give me more potions sometime.
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Oh, right, since he has AlcheME's powers, right now, and. Well. It has been a bit, hasn't it...
[ coughs lightly, ]
You know, ah. We could, all three of us, sometime, probably...
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still manages to make him sputter like a dying engine. His face goes so red, blood's liable to come shooting out at any second]
I-I'll let you bring that up with him...!
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I might have already and he said yes, so...
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When was this?!??
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Pillow talk after we'd figured out it was a dream and were trying to unpack all that, ahaha...
I just thought it'd probably be fun for you.
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