[lets out a breath, then pulls him into a hug. his words are muffled, kind of rambling]

I told myself it was preferable if you hated me, over ignoring me... but even thinking that is too much for me to bear. If you've decided you won't discard me, and you won't resent me... then promise me. Please. I know I'm greedy and selfish and if you give me an inch I will take a mile, mercilessly, but... I... I just need you to promise me. I just need this.