I think that, um, I feel bad next to just about anybody. The thing about the monstrous part of me, maybe compared to yours is, ah, mine is cruel. It's bitter and spiteful. It's hurting and wants everybody else to hurt and I don't think it's really seperate from who I am deep down, so I just, um. Well, I'm getting off topic here. But it's not your fault, or anything, it's just how I am.

I know. And, I didn't mean to suggest that we didn't. Trust comes difficult to me sometimes, or maybe I should say faith. But I know that, right now, you're not lying to me, and, we can do this thing together for this wonderful person.