...Sorry to bring all of this up. I, ah- I remember you telling me about some of that, and, ah, I saw what happened to you. This too is me being self-absorbed, isn't it? I just, um, really doubt myself, and hate myself sometimes and I've hurt her with my inability to communicate and, ah, we're taking it a little slow trying to rebuild things, but I'm afraid I'll mess it up again and I'll be all alone because I'll drive off everybody.

S-Sorry again, I... I don't know where this came from. I just had to get it off my chest to you, that I felt that, that I'm scared that you'll have her and I won't at all, but- still, you're my friend too.