It almost feels like cheating to just say that, though?

[She bites her lip- glancing at the bare snippets in her own notebook.]

You know... I've been a little jealous of you. Really happy too, and glad she has somebody so nice but... it's not that I mind having somebody else love her, but you're so, I mean, you're a really great person, and I've hurt her, and I can be pretty selfish and bad at reading the mood and... I'm happy for you and her, but I'm afraid that she'll never really love me back. That one day she'll realize I'm not worth it. But, ah, I just worry about everything. That's how I am. It's how she is too, so be mindful of that, and take care of her.