I don't know maybe it didn't make a lot of sense I guess but I... worry... a lot...

It was a really strange situation and... I mean, you were really worried then, so I didn't want to take it less seriously than I should...

Besides, I think he's going to try and throw himself on his sword over this and try and make it out like it's his fault and you should be mad at him, and you just made up.

...that's probably the other message.